Lost money= lost liver

So I had one of the worst stretches in poker I've had in awhile. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday I lost. Saturday I rebought which I usually never do but I lost kings to aces my 3rd hand and that's pretty crappy. I then got unlucky over and over again. I wanted to stab someone. Sunday I played online. I actually made all the money back that I lost, then went on crazy monkety tilt and found a way to lose all of that. It was really depressing. Everything had been going good, and then I have a nightmare couple days and question it all. I had a few days off mostly because I'm contemplating quitting the dept and poker was going so good why work there when I hate everyday going in and the customers make me question human nature. I proceeded to spend Monday just drinking like an animal. Monday mostly. I never wake up and drink but I just wanted to forget everything about the past weekend. Doubt it helped but it passed the time.

Tuesday I had a show. It was a a little bar show but I still like being asked to be on shows. It seems to happen so rarely now. With days off means searching facebook. Seems like the same people are getting on all the shows. I don't know what it is about me. I realize I'm not a huge promoter but I give people weekly stage time, and am somewhat funny. Literally nothing will come of being bitter or saying anything but honestly it's rediculous. I saw one poster and was shocked to say the least I wasn't asked to be on. Maybe it's the blog or the fact I don't hang out and kiss ass, but it's crazy how some people get on shows.

Well Tuesday show. First the lady friend met me there. It was pouring rain and a bar show so I kinda told her it won't be worth it. I don't want to tell her not to come as she'd take it meanly. So we get there and there's no on there. I decided maybe I'll check out the comedy Palace and come back. Well she already seemed annoyed then stepped in a puddle and just went home. Oh well. I wanted to do the palace as I've been actually writing a lot of new jokes. Could be the limiting of booze, other than Monday, or the fact I'm living with a comic. Its kinda cool living with someone that's your friend. It's been awhile since I've had that, but I somewhat get excited to go home and chat. Before I'd just come home late, go in my room, pound vodka, and pass out. Now were in the living room just talking thinking of jokes etc.

Anyways the show Tuesday was somewhat dead and I went up late but I think I got something out of it. Got some laughs and voiced some jokes. I have a joke I'm pretty excited about. I haven't tried it, but am working on it. It's about bees and it's got a lot of depths. Hopefully I'll try it out on Sunday at the Comedy Store. Welp Winston's tomorow, I'm hoping for a decent turn out.