Sunday "funday"

Well well. Sunday I worked/ performed at the Store. Long day, as I worked until 1, drank til 230 and then had to work at 8. I was pretty exhausted but made it through the radio day. I took a nap in my car, and hit up the gym for a little cardio. Got to the Store and saw I was going up pretty late. The crowd was small, and the show got off to a rocky start. The opener was a small asian kid, that is funny to comics because he is so absurd, but the audience was more like wtf? There were a few comics in a row that did well, but then a comic preached to them and after that point the crowd was tough. I started off with two jokes that feel flat. I then chatted with the crowd a bit and that did well. I closed with a joke that went decent. I was somewhat happy with it overall.

Monday I checked out Lestat's. It's mostly a music open mic and haven't been there in nearly 2 years. There is a random drawing and I actually got picked 2nd. I decided to go up around 9 so Lindsey could go with me. It's a clean show, and I only did 5 minutes. I think I did fine, got a few chuckles. And one joke that never seems to do well at the Store hit moderately well there. Comedy is so weird sometimes.

Earlier in the day I had somewhat of a breakdown. I was listening to the song, "Somebody you used to know," over and over again and started crying. Granted I was drinking, but the song makes me think back to my ex. I actually tried calling where I thought she worked but she no longer works there. I started writing an email to her sister as I can't find her online anywhere, but even in my drunken state thought better of it. I still think I need to speak to her to completely be good again, but I'm not sure it's for the best. I texted my sister, and likely worried my family, but I just want to be totally happy, who knows if it will ever happen.