Madhouse

Performed for the first time at the new club, the Madhouse. It started off pretty bad, as I thought the show started at 8 when it really started at 7. I then thought I had ten minutes when I only had 5. I didn't realize that until after my set, as I ran the light by about 3 minutes. I felt pretty bad, as it was my first time at the club and running the light is a douchebag move. I was doing pretty well so they weren't too angry but I am still new and need to follow the rules.

My set went well until the end when I stumbled over my words. I have a problem with this, as my mind is always running rapid and I sometimes mix words together and it sucks. I didn't end up taping my set because of showing up late. Wish I would have because there was a decent amount of people for a Tuesday at 7 pm show. An established comic I'd never met before said I did well so that was nice.

Life stuff. I can not wait to move. My roommates and so called friends are selfish, lazy, jackasses. I lost my house keys on Monday, and not one of them returned my calls or made any effort to help out. I will not pay a cent when I move out of here and probably never talk to any of them ever again. Kind of crazy considering one of them had been my best friend for ten years. The kid has changed and doesn't even realize it. Whatever. This city changes people, they are so self absorbed and only look out for themselves. Pretty sad. I blew out my tire and my new room mate was nice enough to help me change it, but help I mean he did it all as I'm a poor excuse of a man. That restored my faith in humanity a little bit, but I still don't trust anyone out here. I hope to stay out here but as of this second the plan is to move back to Maine in March. There are two ways I'll stay. One is if comedy really picks up and I get booked for some paid gigs by then, highly unlikely. Or two, I meet a girl that knocks my socks off and makes San Diego worth staying. Everyone tells me I can't look for a girlfriend it will just come. Well I've dated a lot of girls since I've been out here but nothing has really worked out. I like being in a relationship and would love to have one here. Nothing good ever happens to me so it probably won't happen. Whenever I think things are turning around something crappy happens. I just want to be happy for awhile.